Interview: Richard Ley-Hamilton
When did music become a big part of your life?
When I was about ten or eleven I was going through my mum’s attic and I found my grandmother’s guitar – I never met my grandmother but the guitar was a really cool, old acoustic. It had no strings on it. I went and got it restrung and I thought, “what the hell – I’ll go and get some lessons.”
When I did music at university for the first couple of years it was all about learning the rules so you know how to break them, but I thought “let’s just bypass the first thing, about learning the rules.”
Some people need to know them.
Yes, but for me I didn’t feel like I wanted to. I think I learned “the rules” by osmosis – by listening to lots of music it gets built into you. There are things that you find familiar and things that click with you and you understand the rules that click with you. The band Males is all about rules and structures – it’s about fulfilling those but interweaving enough individuality and surprise into that so when people hear our music they feel there is something distinct about it, but there’s also an essence of familiarity that they can relate to.
The biggest thing I despised about learning technique is the whole idea of high culture art where people come along and watch people who are bigger, better and superior to them who dictate creativity and dictate everyone else. Everyone has the potential to be creative and that’s what irks me more than anything.
How do you then separate yourself from other musicians but also earn an income?
If I knew the answer I’d be doing that already! I feel like from the start off, what I’m going to write about – and how I will approach music – is going to be individual to an extent, and with that individuality in mind I can abide to the rules that are needed to fit into the music industry.
How did you continue your interest in music once you went to university?
Music and education are kind of equal plane. They’re like two horses in a very, very long race, and neither of them is going to win out in the end. But they spur each other on. A philosophy of mine is to keep as many options as open as possible. I hate closing doors. That’s why I’m a part of so many bands. I see so many unique and fantastic individuals around town making music and I just want to be involved. It’s not enough for yourself just to create music; it’s about engaging with other people and creating something that’s beyond yourself.
Are you ever satisfied with the music you make?
I have high standards for myself that I will never meet. Ever.
What about making money?
There is that reality. That’s one of the main reasons why I started writing the songs for Males because I thought, “okay – you’ve tried the music that makes just you happy. You’ve tried the music that your friends enjoy playing with you. Now it’s time to try something that’s more accessible.” I want people to enjoy this music; I want people to have a good time. Hopefully Males will be the avenue that gives me that sense of security and helps me continue making music for the next few years.
What goes through your mind when you are on stage?
Being on stage is the most enjoyable part of being a musician. Once we start performing at a gig I will spend the rest of the set in a completely different state.
In a lucid state?
Yes. A lot of the times I am more lucid on stage than any other part of life. I experience moments of complete clarity. I shoot onto auto-pilot, I am aware of myself doing things but I’m not consciously acting upon it all the time. When I perform and people are cheering at the end of songs and shouting fractions of lyrics out it’s not an amazing feeling, it’s a surreal feeling. I don’t understand it.
Does it feel like the audience is worshipping you?
I feel like they’re worshipping the experience. Each venue has its own atmosphere, each composition of people has its own atmosphere, and for that exact moment a song has propelled the audience into a moment where they’re euphoric about things. Bands take all the glory but so much more leads to these moments – it’s about getting the right lighting, the right sound, the right people, the right number of drinks in people.
If you were a drug what would you be?
Maybe I’ll choose nicotine. Smoking is such a reflective thing. You see smokers all the time and they’re just sitting there in their own thoughts, contemplating their day, what they’re about to do next. I see cigarettes as a way of tangibly dealing with weakness, because we all have aspects of addiction and weaknesses of character that we have internalised, and having a smoking addiction is a way of seeing that and it gives you some sense of control – or helplessness. Either, or.
It’s externalising your flaws? Wow … how do you balance being almost a full-time musician and a history honours student?
I balance it terribly. Music is what makes me tick, what keeps me sane. Other people have dependencies on other things – relationships, drugs, routine – for me, it’s music. If I don’t pick up a guitar or listen to songs in a day it freaks me out! I feel like I’ve lost my bearing.